sometimes i just wish i was…….more than i am

i just wanna be excited about life again man.

i feel like i’m on autopilot i genuinely don’t feel alive

nooo not the weight of it all lol

Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka

Healing doesn’t mean the damage never existed. It means the damage no longer controls your life.

i was thinking and then i started crying

i’m literally so self aware of when i’m making bad decisions that you’d think it’d be enough to stop me but no, it’s not.

and for my next trick i will go utterly insane in complete silence

don’t look at me in that tone of voice

Me, upon being asked to explain my own behavior: I don’t know, man, I just live here.