i have been feeling really great recently !!!

april fools im dead inside

i could never kill someone wdym?!?

*looks in the mirror*

maybe i could make an exception

how do people use dating apps.. aren’t you scared….

literally do not ever trust anything you feel about your life between the hours of 11pm and 6am

is it cringe how much i overshare on here? yes. am i gonna stop? fuck no

oh no i dropped my motivation and have no desire to pick it up

LOVE YOURSELF

it’s going to be tomorrow tomorrow oh my god fuck it all

where do people find the energy to live life

And meds...

having to go through trauma for years and develop a personality disorder, only for supposed recovery blogs that i looked towards for help to make posts about wanting people like me sterilized, and for tags meant for my disorder to be filled with people framing it as abusive when i’m like this because of abuse... and the fact that even despite that, i’m STILL expected to be palletable, nice, and gentle to the very people who probably want me dead, is something i will never forgive ableists for.

i’m such a bad person i’m just a stupid crybaby being sad over nothing and being a stupid waste of space