I'm evil Shawn Mendes

Literally everything is holding me back

the sexual tension between a healthy portrayal of emotions vs me saying “i think i am going to die” everytime i feel a strong emotion

thanks to halsey my pronouns are now woman/god

i literally hate myself so fucking much how the fuck can be someone so fucking pathetic

watching everyone slowly grow tired of me </3

if human a social creature then why lonely :(

i am someone who did not die when i should have died

Nothing makes me sadder than my head.

hating myself is the only thing that feels real atm

And I hope u never feel as empty as I do now

im never going to recover i need to die soon or i will be worse and worse, theres no better