i wanna sleep through this entire month

omg I feel so numb I just want to cut everyone out of my life just to feel something fuck

Pills? Meds? Yeah. But more like sanity candy.

Hate it when i share something i'm passionate about and people judge, laugh or make fun of it

Making people laugh feels so nice. I can make a fool out of myself and then you're laughing like 'okay you're enjoying my misfortune and now you're on the floor wheezing' and then there's me like the fool that I am realizing that you might have a not so nice day and I just made it slightly better and then I'm also laughing and then everyone around us is laughing. It feels nice making people laugh when you're having just a little misfortune and then laughing about it. And just....damn.

what if sleeping is our free trial at dying

this free trail better end soon i want the real deal

Big fan of when my notifications expose folks doing a deep dive in my blog. Like yes, please, show me what you like. I see you. 👀

Intrusive thoughts are so stupid

"What if you stabbed your best friend?"

they'd die. what more do you want from me

it feels like there’s a mini psych ward inside my brain

Candyman

Why couldn’t there be candy?
Grimy van, with scary man
And grasping hands to pull you in?
Lost puppies for lost innocence
Lies for nights of pained demise
Of midnight shuffles, vivid highs.
Why couldn’t they be strangers?
Who took what they wanted
Chased, plucked, and hunted
Little girls with golden curls
And left their childhood stunted.
Why couldn’t it be black and white
From day to night, from love to fright.
Childhood gone in a flash
Instead dissolved by dim moonlight.
If there’d been candy I’d understand
Little girls need to fear that evil man
But fathers hold their daughters tighter
Do not hurt her,
Do not write her
History full of scars and stories
Men with hands, she’s inventory.
Voices raised, and commands driven
These men must never be forgiven

when you make a new mutual and give them a like on one of their personal posts for the first time ever…..housewarming gift

reblog if you’re a little lost in life rn

“they tried to kill each other” yes and? do you have a problem with true love