cant talk rn i'm busy being a danger to myself

You ever just realize how lucky you are that you did that weird thing that led to you being friends with the people you are friends with?

when halsey said "I won't die for love but ever since I met you, you could have my heart and I would break it for you" and when taylor swift sang "baby, for you, I would fall from grace just to touch your face, if you walk away, I'd beg you on my knees to stay" and when halsey wrote "wrap me in a wedding ring, you know I swear I'd give you anything" and when taylor swift said "I like shiny things, but I'd marry you with paper rings"

when halsey said “maybe i could be a different human in a new place” and when lana del rey said “it turns out everywhere you go you take yourself that’s not a lie” and when mitski said “i should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die” and when

idk if it’s the mental illness but sharing literally any information feels like oversharing. i’ll be like “i skipped breakfast this morning” and immediately im like “i might as well have told them where i buried the money”