Maybe I was, but now i’m not

That fact that I am insane is just part of my charm

no but how much audacity and sheer entitlement do you have to have to tell people they need to stop posting their darkfic and porn fic and any other fic you don’t like to ao3 so you can have a safe space when ao3 was literally created as a safe space for writers to post their content without fear of it being randomly wiped out by pro-censorship assholes with an agenda like what has happened to plenty of other fic archives before?

“but a lot of us see ao3 as a safe space to get away from that kind of nasty content” - lol you can see the middle of a busy interstate as a safe space all you want too but that doesn’t mean that you get to walk into the road and scream at all the cars going by that they’re the ones infringing on your safe space either

ao3 is not, has never been, and will never be a site meant for nothing but children’s stories. you can “see it” like that as much as you want but there’s a difference between fiction and reality and that view of what ao3 is like is as fictional as the stories posted on it.

AO3 has filtering systems for a reason. Instead of complaining that they host content you don’t like, why not, oh I don’t know, try actually fucking using the filtering options so you don’t have to see it?

As always, YOU are responsible for your own online experience. It is not my or anyone else’s job to curate your online world for you

normalize taking 40 pills a day and smoking 5 bowls. I’m sick of abled ppl trying to sell me oils and crystals

all my energy and time everyday just goes to trying to keep myself alive… it’s so exhausting

Its hard to live when you've fixated on killing yourself.

i hate when people say, "you need to forgive to heal/move on". no I do not. that motherfucker doesn't deserve my forgiveness + you can't forgive someone who's not sorry. they were supposed to protect me but instead they permanently damaged me. they do not deserve my forgiveness.

*sigh*

i can't stop thinking about the time I waste while thinking about the time i am wasting

the urge to sleep and never wake up is called clinical depression