my forest app trees are thriving
i hate when people say, "you need to forgive to heal/move on". no I do not. that motherfucker doesn't deserve my forgiveness + you can't forgive someone who's not sorry. they were supposed to protect me but instead they permanently damaged me. they do not deserve my forgiveness.
uhhhh fuck off????
*gets addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact i exist*
It's crazy how trauma causes you to push people away when all you ever wanted is to be loved.
things I'm good at
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- being insane
i love when i “make a mental note” of something. it’s gone within 20 seconds
love being insane no i dont actually
resilience is not sustainable we are not supposed to endure life we are supposed to live it
friend: you look stressed
me: haha yeah it’s the stress
If only everyone who has hurt me would have to pay for what they’ve done. Instead I have to live as walking proof of their damage while they exist happily. There’s no justice in this.
