sorry cant hang out. too scared

never give up on your dreams

keep sleeping

how y'all be dating like 6 people in one year? It takes me like a year to find someone i even like

and another 2 years in getting over them

some low quality memes before the year ends <3

regrets

I'm so fucking done with narcissistists telling me that they are "disabled" or I'm an "AbLeiSt". Cry me a fucking river.

Do they honestly believe I will believe that crap? Good lord. Give me strength Odin and Loke.

Y'all can't keep me quiet. Fucking make me.

https://ajp.psychiatryonline.org/doi/full/10.1176/appi.ajp.2014.14060723

https://www.disabilitysecrets.com/topics/disability-personality-disorders

https://www.ssdrc.com/ssd-personality.html & https://www.ssdrc.com/prem39.html

https://askjan.org/disabilities/Personality-Disorder.cfm

https://www.thenba.ca/disabilities/personality-disorder/

https://www.disability-benefits-help.org/disabling-conditions/mental-disorders

https://www.semanticscholar.org/paper/Prevalence%2C-correlates%2C-disability%2C-and-comorbidity-Stinson-Dawson/3051acf4c9d51ebb1318b57a2c9a3b8c4619e5a0 & https://www.sane.org/information-stories/facts-and-guides/narcissistic-personality-disorder

https://www.learningdisabilitytoday.co.uk/media/6235/idpdch1.pdf

https://www.roholaw.com/blog/2019/05/can-you-receive-ssd-benefits-for-a-personality-disorder/

But can you get actual benefits? Are you classed as disabled? Like a bus pass for your npd, welfare benefits or DWP in England? Can you get that?

I have a free bus pass because of my cptsd.

No you can't get any of that. You're not entitled for shit. You're a random ass person on the internet.

You're not royalty, you're not a politician. You're just like you and me. A random ass person.

Who are you anyway? Are you any of importance? A celebrity? A royal person? Who are you?

Bitch the DWP won't give me SHIT for my fibro or pots or adhd or ptsd, they won't give me partner shit for their arthritis but you got lucky with your bus pass so you're gonna wave it around like THAT fucking decides if you're disabled?

I see ur one of those cunts who thinks its perfectly reasonable when people in comas are declared fit for fucking work

(Also fun fact: side effects of living with NPD are absolutely considered as much as any other mental health issue as a disability. Dont mean DWP will award shit but they count it.)

Tbh I had to fight for it. It wasn't easy, I had help. My therapist actually helped me, along with my benefits.

The trick is, you have to act dumb to make them think. Make them think with your their logic.

To the benefits, I know you have to have a certain criteria for getting a bus pass. I think in pip its a level 2 and 3 (most server). In ESA again, it's level 2 and 3. On universal credit, you can't. Tbh, I hate universal credit. People don't get paid enough.

I had to study how the benefits system work because they change every month. You have to be on top of it.

Yeahh it's difficult. Get a good therapist and get a good doctor to help you out. The more professional people the better.

So if u know all that, WHY are you trying to use access to benefits and bus passes as the measure by which something can be a disability? Huh?

Also the nerve to fucking splain the process to me like I dont fucking know. Like I haven't had to choose not to play the fucking game cus playing it up for dwp can be used as evidence of parental incompetence. Idiot.

Why is everyone so pissed I have s bus pass?

Blame my fucking cunt of a mother. Jesus

I'm sorry but. Imagine this logic applied to anything else.

"Of course I can say all autistic people are assholes, my sibling is an asshole and they have it"

I have NPD, and I am not your abuser.

We have both been abused, and we're both going to have to carry that with us for the rest of our lives. We both want to get help. We have way more similarities than we do differences. If I or anyone else treats you poorly, throw them to the curb. But I'm trying to stand up for my right as someone with CPTSD to exist in CPTSD spaces.

I don't understand. I never said anything about autism or any other disability, only npd. I don't understand.

do you not understand that the same logic can AND FREQUENTLY IS applied to autism and every other disability? people do say what youre saying about npd about autism and other disabilities. And the way you behave towards NPD is normalising this behaviour for every other disability.

tell me what this difference is between these sentences is, and why you think one of these is ok while the others arent:

"everyone with BPD is an asshole abuser because I knew someone with BPD and they hurt me"

"everyone with NPD is an asshole abuser because I knew someone with NPD and they hurt me"

"every autistic person is an asshole because I knew someone who was autistic and they hurt me"

also nobodies pissed because of your buspass, thats such a strawman argument lol, ppl are pissed because youre using that as "proof" youre "actually disabled" and other people arent.

Okay? Does npd excuse murder?

I don't understand. I never said autism. I don't understand.

BRO WHO BROUGHT MURDER INTO THIS </3 DO YOU THINK NPD IS LIKE A MURDERER DISORDER OR SOMETHING KSHDKDJDBDKDBDKDNFKFJFKFKF PLEASE 💀💀💀💀 NPD doesnt make people murder, thats such a strawman and a bad faith argument </3 do better.

and yeah, YOU didnt bring autism into this, people are trying to help you understand how badly you treat people with NPD by showing you how it sounds with similar things.

You didnt answer my question btw. what makes one of those sentences ok and the others wrong to you?

My mother, the sperm donor and I bet my uncle have committed murder. They have npd.

When did I say autism? I don't understand.

ok???? I mean that sucks for you and stuff but isnt any of my business??

Your family arent the only ppl with NPD in the world yknow. Calling mentally ill people murderers REALLY isnt a good look.... 😬

also please reread my 2nd paragraph of my last response, that explained why people are bringing autism into this. People are simply using it as a comparison.

Of course not.

I'm just saying committing murder is not excuse right? Like you can't say "oh I murdered this person because I'm disabled. You can't lock me up because you're being an ableist". I mean, you can't do that shit.

Even rape. It's not an excuse.

Anyone can have npd and do what they please; as long you're not harming anyone and not doing illegal, right.

Tbh I really don't care what anyone does.

Just don't do illegal shit and hurting people.

BRAKING NEWS: everyone with cluster B disorders and DID liked pulling the petals off of a daisy and eating them when they were 6.

Source: I know someone with cluster B disorders and DID who did this (me)

OTHER PEOPLE DID THIS? i thought i was just extremely fucked up

i ate the clover flowers

i can't believed it. flower eaters association

flower eaters association

we love flower eaters association <3

ok but like for real now that shits calmed down, ANYONE who claims they hate ppl with a stigmatized mental illness because they had bad experiences with said mental illness is ABSOLUTELY BULLSHITTING, and I can tell you this for a fact, as someone who has had bad experiences from people who happened to have stigmatized mental illnesses. They werent like that because they were mentally ill they were just ass holes lol

FREE ME!!!!!!! Idk from what...I just want to be free from literally everything

I feel like a bad person.

No, I am a bad person.

And i deserve to be hated.

As much as i hate myself.

Dear Diary,

My anxiety’s anxiety has anxiety.