I just ruin my own day.The day when I feel better I start to doubt myself and fck my day up.why am I like this...I so wanted to feel better but now I'm shit again.

My 7 constant moods

1. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHABAHAHAHAHAHA
2. What the fuck is happening right now/where am i?
3. eNeRgY eNeRgY
4. nO eNeRgY
5. Im very pissed right now and I’m about to punch you
6. I love you!!! Will you marry me??
7. dEpReSsIoN

me: i don’t care

me: *starts crying*

can u sense the anxiety in my emails bestie

me: *exists*
me: this is too much

unfortunatyely im displaying behaviours. and acting in ways

"ur so quiet" thanks i am trying not to exist at aII