You need sleep

Based on your messed up sleep schedule

i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying 

you can stab me a few times it's alright i'm cool with it

i wanna scream and cry and kill mysekf

i love when math teachers put question marks on my tests cause i’m just like yeah same

sometimes i have too many emotions and sometimes i have none at all but i always always feel like i’m drowning

u all ever lose the ability to socialize in the middle of a convo like.... ok i’m done now there’s no more words in here brain shutting off

I’m torn between being mad at myself for leaning into bad coping mechanisms lately and giving myself some grace because I’m having some struggles. I know I can do better, but sometimes it’s hard.