i wish i was … how do you say it… dead
*has violent and self-destructive urges* nice
remember to be violent and unforgiving 😊
I'm either feeling so many things that I want to explode or is so numb that it feels like I don't exist.
There is no inbetween.
"I'm doing mentally fine," I say, as I plan my own death.
People say “let me know if I’m friends with your abuser and I’ll unfriend them!!”
Until it’s their friend, lover, or family.
Abused culture is trying to convince yourself that what you went through wasn't abuse because 'other people have it worse'
It’s so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude
I think, therefore I am (exhausted)
I come from a long line of people who should not have had children but did anyway