Me: On the phone to the suicide hotline listening to them tell me that I "have so much to live for", "people care about me", "I'm young and still have plenty of time to start a family" and that "these feelings will soon pass".
Anyone giving unsolicited advice: Maybe your depression would get better if you started eating better? Maybe exercise, or get a new hobby?
Me:
my toxic trait is believing my daydreams will come true on their own
i mean listen.. sometimes they do
dONT GIVE ME HOPE-
GOD I just want to be CREATIVE but all my energy is being used to survive
this is one of those "you put it into words" kind of posts. right on.
Me_irl
think i should make a separate blog solely for writing 🤔🤔🤔
you know what sucks? everything bye
My mood swings are so WILD. I was having a breakdown on my study table and then I washed my face and started dancing and singing and now I’m in my bed crying AGAIN
my toxic trait is believing my daydreams will come true on their own
“It gets better” bro whennn????
victims of abuse be like, this person has now made me cry myself to sleep about 30 times, i have flashbacks of things they’ve done and said to me, they know how to hit me right in my worst insecurity and guilt so i feel horrible for days and months, their comments make me feel worthless and like i shouldn’t even be alive, and being around them makes me feel small and meaningless and sometimes suicidal but maybe that’s just me, maybe they’re not abusive? i have to give them benefit of the doubt, what if i’m not justified to kick them out of my life?
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