It's the "letting my sibling (favorite child) scream and abuse me all day but the moment I reach my limit and catch an attitude, I'm the most toxic bitch here" for me
getting mood swings like a playlist on shuffle
i am, as the poets say
barely keeping it together
spotify + tumblr + pintrest = free therapy
i literally have no idea what I want my life to be like and I’m too dumb to make anything happen
I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and my parents have kept me unmedicated And they wonder why I can’t be like normal people LMAO
is it placebo or does antidepressants actually calm you down a bit
woke up and felt calm too, no uncontrollable daydreams, only the usual flashbacks from past which weren’t harmful. But then my dad started speaking
they said they cared about me before I turned out to be a bitch and now they don’t give a shit about me or my future and I should be….surprised?
I shouldn’t be traumatized because I have a roof, bed, food and clean water
I’m the bad guy for being mad bc they treated me like shit, gave me zero privacy and always, always degraded me
the google emojis are pretty hit and miss but i can't talk any shit about its dagger emoji that one slaps
other dagger emojis: yep. this is a dagger.
google dagger emoji: would you like an ☆.。.:*・° enchanted blade ☆.。.:*・°?
is it placebo or does antidepressants actually calm you down a bit
I haven’t been abusing my antidepressants for 2 weeks now. Altho I do not plan to not abuse them, I am saving them for emergency purposes + I don’t have any other way to get them anymore, gotta use the stock carefully
family members will be like 😌 i do not see it 😌 about the years of trauma they caused you growing up but then will never let you forget how moody you were when you were 14