TW : Mention of self harm. Do not read if this is triggering to you.
If you’ve ever wondered how many times it’s acceptable for a family member to threaten you with violence, threaten you with death, physically attack you or hit you, the answer is zero. It’s always zero.
*nature documentary narrator voice*
And here we see a maladaptive daydreamer in their natural habitat as they hurry back to their den in order to hide from the emotional dangers of acknowledging the outside world
i wonder how my life would be if only i could stay in reality.
someone please make my brain sit still and focus
100 Followers Celebration !!! I don’t have anything to say other than I hope you all find permanent stability and happiness so you won’t have to reblog my sad ass posts
two people told me I am funny. WHERE?!??
me, having a bad day : What did I do to deserve this?
me, having a good day : What did I do to deserve this?
shady ass person I don’t know that well: You are so inspiring and kind! If everyone was like you, the world would be a better place! Your heart is like a home to those touched by it, I’ve never met anyone like you! I think you’re special and so underrated! You’re always put in tough situations but I believe in you! I’d give anything to have someone as good as you in my life! Do you believe in soulmates?
me, failing to clock the love-bombing: wow, finally this is love and I deserve this, it feels right and it’s not suspicious at all. this person gets me. I just need to love myself some more and then it will totally not seem like too good to be true.
I was having a meltdown and an argument with this person and said “you don’t care about me at all” and they started to defend themselves and be like HOW can I even think that, what’s wrong with me?! Lmao suffice to say we are not in contact now.
doing drugs doesn’t sound bad at all at this point
I know taking antidepressants on my own is "wrong and dangerous" but it's the only thing helping me function. I take it whenever I feel like I need 'em
but it also means once I end up using all of them I wouldn’t have anything to help myself with
I woke up from a nightmare that my parents are hitting me for no reason and laughing. It triggered SO many things that I buried and pretended didn’t exist
I know taking antidepressants on my own is “wrong and dangerous” but it’s the only thing helping me function. I take it whenever I feel like I need ‘em