feeling embarrassed . in general
when god closes a door i desperately try to pry it open until im bleeding and even then i dont stop
you can’t hear it but my brain is constantly yelling at me telling me i’m a bad person
Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka
You ever get the urge to just ruin your life? Start drinking, smoking, doing hard drugs. Telling everyone you know to fuck off. Cut until you’re covered with angry marks. You know it won’t help anything. But you can’t help but dream about it.
I feel like I’m delusional and hyper self-aware at the same time
mentally unavailable. even to myself at this point tbh
Louise Glück, Poems 1962-2012
am I a person or am I a mere collection of symptoms
hi I’m a piece of shit
she always yells at me that i don’t spend time with her because of my phone but whenever I go to her, she always pushes me away. always act so rude. calls me names. like what do you want me to do???
It’s 1:56 am and I can’t stop thinking about how my partner asked me “what I did” in regards to a conversation we were having 3 hours ago and hasn’t responded to me since, so I think that makes a horribly apt opportunity to post this 🙂
If you’re interested in what sparked the creation of this content, you can visit me on Instagram as I explain in detail there
💀first you catfish me, breach my privacy, hide it from me for months then you say “fine it’s my fault, if that’s what you think”. Ofcourse it is, who else is responsible here?
unresolved things have reached the brim of my sanity