*gets up*
*wastes day*
*goes to bed again*
yay
People my age are doing so many things, achieving their goals.. and I cant even get out of bed or function like a normal human being
i love when i “make a mental note” of something. it’s gone within 20 seconds
*wakes up* oh shit-
me? overthinking?? blowing something out of proportion and letting it consume me for days??? yes constantly
have technically stopped eating these days and yet no one seems to notice/care
i would literally stop posting shit on my main bc people are so annoying
It rlly is all fun and games with MaDD until you stop enjoying the presence of other people because you’d rather be with all of your paras
mere realization that they’re too dumb for your energy
i like ur posts stay alive bbg
I am tired of saying I wanna die so suggest something new?
it’s like I want to be called names now, or genuinely hope that I get hit. It feel so weird not being called anything bad for long, I want to be reminded how unlikeable I am, how disgusting, how pathetic being me is. Nothing feels real without the abuse
the way I crave abuse now is…concerning
i hate how fucked up i've become. now i just crave someone to hurt me even more like the stupid little bitch i am