where do I go when nothing feels like home
i literally can’t make sense of shit I am studying
oh to pass out in the middle of the night after crying
why do I go to the same place over and over again seeking attention or basic care? I am a fucking idiot
doing drugs seem like such a good option right now
occupation: the family disappointment
*looking at my mental illness* not again bitch
yo bro who got you crying like that?
me and my existence
remember when i said my parents haven’t called me any name in a few days and it feels weird, well today they did and now I feel normal
i hit rock bottom like every 5 hours
i am so disgusting
ohoho if this ain’t the event I thought I’d never witness bc I was about kill myself
is it weird i want bad things to repeat or worse things to happen to me just so i can feel like yeah now i probably deserve to feel upset
i probably deserved everything that happened to me