Hate that I can physically feel when my mental illness gets bad

I need mental health advocates who say "imagine if mental health was taken as seriously as physical health" to realize that physical health ISNT taken seriously. Not for nonwhite people, for trans people, for women, for fat people, and especially not for chronically ill and disabled people. It feels insulting for you all to say that when I have more trauma from doctors dismissal of my issues relating to my physical health than I ever have for mental health. It's not the kind of illness that isnt taken seriously, it's about what kind of people are ill.

I am not in my fucking body bro it feels like I’m on autopilot that’s malfunctioning

no one notices your pain until it turns to anger and then you‘re the bad person

i honestly feel like life is not for me anymore

No offense but I’m really uncomfortable in my body and I want to rip my skin off

No one gives a damn. No one

I am not saying how dare they not care abt me. I am saying why did they say they give a fuck but when I need them they’re just not there. Don’t say you’re always there for me when you won’t be. Don’t say you’d stick by my side just to make me feel better at the moment, I’d feel twice as alone

I’m a laid-back person with a ton of anxiety.

if you see me begging for people to give a fuck about me from now on, throw me into the trash bin where I belong