i hate you but i can’t cut you off from my life

i should probably go and make ‘em. haven’t eaten real food whole day anyway

it’s not her fault that i don’t deserve to eat. it’s mostly how I am with food that i consider “good”

cried over misplacing a packet of noodles and got some ✨amazing comments ✨ from my mom for it now i don’t think i even deserve to eat them

accidentally posted some shit on my main and ppl are turning into therapists. loving it

when am I gonna accept the fact that people have their own life to worry about and not listen to me whine my shitty mental health.

i should be dead

I wanna throw tantrums or just breakdown crying or maybe both

you’re full of shit man you’re full of shit

if you never wanted anything from me you could’ve just stayed the way we were. I used to idolise you into something so perfect, should’ve left me like that, you came and shattered like everything - my sense of self, my stupid self esteem, my trust, my privacy. why the fuck you gave me hope when you never planned on sticking around for more than a fucking day

i wanna trip and fall and accidentally kill myself

absolutely hate the concept (life)

i literally had zero expectations for 2022 and yet I’m disappointed