i just need to get through this week
why does my future depends on me
anyone else gets struck by existential dread whenever they start to study
it’s fucking absolute brain
Who can I pay and how much will it cost to be stabbed to death
apparently I can’t post anything on my actual account without making people worried so here I will showcase my deranged mental health :D
im so tired of being in a constant state of recovery. does it ever end? have i even made any progress at all or have i just been deluding myself?
today was a good day.
At least one of us is having fun
how people die from overdosing seems fake
me : i would appreciate if you’d stop going thru my diary and phone
my dad : you think you have it hard?? you are saying I’m a bad dad?? what else is new huh?? you’re not normal. you don’t deserve a single tint of privacy. ITS MY RIGHT to go thru your stuff. you’re not paying to stay here. i can do whatever the fuck i want. i am your guardian. i wish I had beaten you more so you’d know how to talk. bitch.
my mom, witnessing all this : *chews food*
I’m never coming out to my parents bye
parents really be asking for paybacks when they gave you depression, ptsd, dissociation as a coping mech, anxiety, insomnia and-
hop in we're going to yeet ourselves off of cliff
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depression culture is being too worn out to have any hobbies and now you have nothing to talk about except how depressed you are & nobody wants to talk to somebody who only talks about their own problems so now you're more isolated which makes it even harder to enjoy being alive
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