I’m experiencing time blindness in very distrubing ways. what the hell is up with my think-box

my actions have consequences?? what kind of scam is this

i did not deserved abuse

i did not deserved abuse

i did not deserved abuse

i was just a kid

i did not deserved abuse

i am just a human

i did not deserved abuse

i did not deserved abuse

so I have a life that I never asked for and I’m abused. great

i was talking to a friend and told them about how some packet of my sadness is turning into anger and they had the audacity to tell me, “this is not the way, getting angry isn’t right” ok bestie now you’re telling me how I should react to years of trauma and as if I’m in control of those emotions, considering you were not traumatized or abused. and then they had the audacity to say, “i know how it is” no motherfucker if you knew you wouldn’t say something so ignorant to a person who you asked to be vulnerable with you. and then lmao next day, “i will help solve, please tell me everything” this has become a fucking cycle at this point and I’m a fucking shitbag to tell them things. fuck me

i hate when people say, “you need to forgive to heal/move on”. no I do not. that motherfucker doesn’t deserve my forgiveness + you can’t forgive someone who’s not sorry. they were supposed to protect me but instead they permanently damaged me. they do not deserve my forgiveness.

why do I relate to almost all the memes of adhd

i love tumblr i love how nobody knows it exists

after daydreaming for 4 hours, Google searches “is it normal to have imaginary friends at 18?”

so you’re telling me my meticulously crafted universes are all in my head???